Well, exams are officially over! Phew! What a tormenting period. My h3 chemistry is gone with the marks. Wth. And today's math's paper was double as killer as the biology paper. Oh wow. Thank you man. This is not the way to choose the h3 maths students. Lol. Not when you hai those people who are weak in maths, like me, to fail badly. Well, I guess I will get around 30 plus minus 5 marks out of 100 for maths. Let's see if I'm as accurate as the way i predict who will get into top 12 of singapore idol. Lol. Wow, I'm not making much sense. My mother's been making a lot of noise saying I didn't put in effort for my exams and she says I'm gonna do badly for the whole damn thing. But, she thinks I want the paper to be hard? Do I aim to get good grades or not? I did put in effort lah. Like I started in the first week of the holidays! It's not as if I don't want good results for myself right? I really dislike it when she's so unappreciative of the effort i put in and is so insensitive to how I'm feeling after the paper. I really wished for some words of encouragement. :(

Anyway, one thing for sure is, exams are over and it's time to celebrate! Hm, but then again. There's nowhere to really celebrate no people who will celebrate. Just somehow, people in S37 don't seem to want to go out as a class after exams. It's so unlike in ahs. When all of us will go out as a class to makan or even play. Hang out at Orchard Road till 11 plus like some rascal kids. Otherwise, at the minimum, me and jo plus the guys will go out together. It was so fun! Somehow, the people in our class would have appointments with their own friends and family. Nevermind. I guess the present class will not be the same as in secondary school. And I don't have the right to expect it to be the same too.

I think I sound like I'm in a bad mood. Must be because of Maths. But mainly it's because of my parents. They're like targeting me as a scolding object or something to vent their unhappiness. Dumb.

Geraldine didn't get into top 12 through wildcard! Hahahah. Nevermind, at least jasmine is in. I think I like Joakim. (: Pirates of the Caribbean is showing on 9th July! I'm so looking forward to watching it. Thought I would never get a chance to watch it again since last sunday when I missed it because I was revising for bio. (: Yes! Pirates of the Caribbean!

I think i have a big problem with eating normal. Lol. I feel half-full but i kept wanting to eat and eat non stop. I don't dare to weigh myself now. Bah! Think I look fat! Going for sakae buffet tommorow with jo, jinhan, jiesheng and shukit! FATNESS. Argh, fatter and fatter. Lol.

Shall stop here.





Today's Amanda's birthday! Happy birthday! I don't think she'll see it, but just to make a note. (:

Anyway, i did some revision just now. So,i'm feeling a little less uptight about the unfinished work. Hahahah. Was talking to josephine just now asking if she wants to go back for ahs founder's day. We wanted to go back to see the propaganda potted plants! Lol. Those that baboon put along the linkway to show how nicely-managed ahs was. Rofl. Yeah, anyway it's been a long time since we went back as a group or something like that. Hahahah.

I cut my hair. It looks kind of horrible now. So ugly. And the fringe is so short. I can't place it behind the ears. Hahahah. But nvm, hair can grow. :( But it'll take ages! Lol.

Hm, until now, I haven't started on my econs revision. wonder if I can get a D at least. Otherwise, my chem h3 byebye already. Actually, come to think of it. It really doesn't bother me anymore whether eventually I'll get my chem h3. If I get it, it'll be a bonus? Something different ad interesting i'll be learning. But if I don't, it just gives me ample time to revise for my h2. So it's not that bad afterall.

Yesterday's sg idol was horrible. The only people who can really sing is meryl and the mathilda. Think the both of them will get into the top 12. I particularly got grossed out by annabelle. She gave the worst rendition of Soak Up The Sun I've ever heard lah. She sang so flatly I felt like puking. Urgh! Lol. Alright, shouldn't be critisizing so much about people's singing.

I've been watching alot of tv recently. From 530-630, I'll be watching Holland Village. Then from 630-700 will be bathe time. Then i'll watch Rhapsody In Blue all the way till 800. Then I'll watch The Academy on scv until 900. Ahh, dumb. So actually my study time got cut short a lot more.

Alright, shall stop here and continue with my study. I've had my rest! Hahah.





Hello blog. I'm not in the best of moods now. I just want to say that girls need pampering and attention. Argh!





Arrgh! God, am i so pissed with ... myself!
I deleted the songs in my ipod and now all the songs are gone. So, all in all. songs in computer deleted + songs in ipod deleted = 0 songs! Argh! I'm so smart. I'm sure.

Anyway, new skin. Something different. Differet style. Lol. I'm supposed to be studying but i just can't seem to concentrate. But since i'm dead for exams so nevermind. Hm, been online for like 3-4 hours already. I'm suppose to go for the famine camp today. But i was feeling lazy to travel all the way to sajc and i needed to study, so i didn't go in the end. Should have gone, since even when i'm at home i can't study. Lol.

Argh! My songs! I'm still very pissed off with myself. Shall stop here and try to get some songs. (:





My computer is finally fixed!
Oh wells. The screen looks huuuge. I don't know why. I must change my settings soon. The huge fonts are giving me a headache. Lol.

Anyway, one more week or so left to the end of school holidays. I'm left with lots of revision to do for the mid years. I'm dead i guess. :( I didn't touch the whole of econs. And, bio's quite bad too. Thanks to my constant slacking. Dumb. Ahhh, i'm gonna flunk! Anyway, shall go watch tv now. Bye!





Today's band practice was bad for me only i guess. I couldn't play the high notes in barnum and bailey's favourite. And i'm supposed to run like siao in that piece. lol. Then as usual, we had to sight read new pieces. Bah! My lousiest. So, played very very lousily. But that's not the worst, i guess.

The worst part is i feel so all alone now in band. Like i come alone, and go alone. Everything is alone. Soon i'll have to go to breaks alone and everything. Sounds pathetic? I think so. It's not that i'm not trying to blend in with the others too. I've tried but sometimes it's just damn weird to like suddenly talk to them about some very random stuffs when they're with their friends yeah? Hm, I don't really like this isolated feeling. I still miss ahband. The warmness of the band. And all the lame stuffs like the blue pig and doing pumping on the road and the ____ 'pump like a bloody worm' thing. And the old haunted QM cupboard. lol. I miss opening the cupboard and looking at the reeds and the red coloured money box where all the fines sits. Hundred over dollars inside! But i guess maybe band now is supposed to be mature and serious and not childish and fun like last time. :(

Anyway, i went to shaun's house to study after band practice ended. Reached his house at near 2. Then ate lunch. Two of us shared one packet of food. Hahahahah, that's the reason why i'm super hungry now. then we tried making our own chawanmushi. The first bowl of chawanmushi was a total failure! We put it in a glass bowl. And somehow it just slipped our minds that glass bowls can expand and crack, even burst! Lol. So we put the glass bowl filled with egg into the wok. Then started to steam it. Then we got back to our work whilst waiting for the egg to be cooked. Then all of a sudden we heard something like an explosion. The glass bowl broke in the wok!! Into like 10 pieces of glass. Then the egg fell onto the wok. Funny part is, the egg got cooked by the wok! Lol. But the first bowl of chawanmushi seems and smells much nicer than the second bowl. Second bowl we used a steel plate. This time it didn't break. But the egg wasn't smooth at all! It has thousands of holes. Holey egg! Yeah, so different from the ones i made at home. Seems like the pot/wok i used at home to steam the egg is so much better. (: Yeah, that's all for the egg.

Then we studied from perhaps 245 till around 4. Then we went running. Shaun showed me the way to run. Then we ran all the way to the airport runway area, which was about 1.8km from his house according to him. (: Yeah. We spent some time watching planes take off. Romantic eh? Lol. Yah then headed back. We walked a long distance before running again.

Home, we shared a glass of honey water with lemon. Nice. Then shaun dared me to lick the lemon. Lol. Think somehow my sour taste buds are not very active. So didn't felt it was freaking sour. But he felt it lah. Then he keep saying it's sour. Lol. Yeah. After that we played badminton outside his house. On the road. Lol. Dumb, then when the cars turn in we've to make way. But then very few cars passed us. So we had quite some fun playing badminton. (:

Yah! So that sums up my day. Quite interesting right? Way better than just rotting at home and forcing myself to face the books. Hm, Funny, the interesting part is not about band today. It's more about cooking chawanmushi and stuffs.

Tomorrow i'm going back to see my beloved ahband! They're having band camp. I'm still wondering if i should go at night or in the morning. If i go in the morning, it'll be drills. Then band practice in the noon time. Then I can't make it to go study with jo and jinhan. Feel very bad. Stood jo up for like 3 times already. If i go at night, i'll miss the drills! My favourite part. But then i get to see people scared by the night games! Lol. And i can go study with jo and jinhan. So shall think more and ask around to see who's going when. (:

Singapore Idol later! Hahahahah. Everyone listen out for jasmine tye! She from vjc 05 cohort and she's chio. Lol. I'm supporting her. (:

Shall stop now and go get something to eat. Bye.





I'm blogging for the second time today. Just wanted to post some random comment.

I've received two return emails for the doctor's interview for project work. Their replies are like very cute and funny. Like some very simple english question they'll reply in a very scientific tone and use all the scientific words. Hahahah. Then when you ask them yes/no questions, they will reply 'neutral' plus some scientific stuffs behind, again. Lol. There's this part in the survey also, where they're asked to choose the different types of busking suitable to be implemented in hospitals. Then one doctor replied something like, choose all. Lol. Then he gave some scientific reasons again. Lol. So funny lah.

Talked to amanda just now. Lol. she's damn bored. Lol. Very funny. Then we talked about pw and places to study. Lol. So funny.

I've officially lost all momentum to study. Lol. Shall try to do some study later on. Otherwise will feel a little guilty. Like some part is missing and incomplete. Bah! Boring. Anyway, amanda says if you don't study then you feel something is wrong or imcomplete. Then you're evolving into a mugger! Bwaha.

P.S I realised i didn't type any smiley faces for my post(s) today. Lol.





Hello. I feel very accomplished over the past few days. Completed lots of stuffs that i want to do. That's an achievement. Hahahah.

Band tomorrow. I don't know if i'm able to cope without my seniors. Then the band will sound so much smaller. Hms, band starts at 730 till 1200. This means, there will be sight reading? Gosh, my sight reading really cannot make it. Wonder how it'll be like tomorrow. Sure stare at the score throughout the whole piece. I bet!

My group members haven't replied whether or not they can make it for meeting on sat. I only know atikah and seekiat can make it. Then carene cannot make it on saturday so she suggested sunday. Argh, Calvin never replied to my messages. Bah! It just somehow seems that we can never have a full-attendance group meeting. Hm, nevermind!

My computer is still very badly damaged. By something. Virus, i think. What else could it be. Dad's going to send it for repair, soon. Hopefully it can be repaired. Looking forward to a repaired computer. Hahahahah.

Okay, shall stop here. There's nothing much to rant about anyway. (: Maybe when band starts then i'll have something different to blog about.





Hello!

I came online last night and found all my files deleted. My precious music! And all of my hawaii photos and the other photos are all gone. I can only come to a conclusion. My freaking computer is damn dumb! Baah! So exasperating.

Anyway, i went tanning just now. Just a little tanner as i only tanned myself for about half an hour per side. Lol. It felt more like sauna rather than tanning. Cos i was perspiring all over and not really getting any tanner. Lol. I feel lighter now! Hahahah. Shaun was tanning in his garden lah! Lol. So cartoon. (:

I'm still greiving over the lost of my files! Stupid computer. Now i can't sign in to my hotmail. It's so pissing me off. Argh. Triple sadness. More than that actually. :(

I'm still comtemplating whether or not to go out with my family later. Feeling a little sian of going to tampines mall. Been going there for like almost three times within a month. Which means, almost every week we go there. Then they're going to watch X-men, which i've already watched. So i find it a little meaningless to go out. But then again, i feel like catching a breather. Staying at home facing the four walls is boring. And, i'm scared of staying home alone! Hahahah.

Okay, i shall continue to attempt to sign in to hotmail again! It's like the 7580620567486768 time i'm trying already. Bah!





I took medicine and my runny nose plus sore throat became worse. :( I woke up with a voice like a man. But luckily now it's better already. It's day 4 of flu today. Dumb eh.

There's a reason why i'm blogging everyday even when ive nothing much to say/blog about. It's because the holidays are getting real boring. How i wish i can go out and have fun. Like shopping or go cycling or something of that sort. Instead of having to stay at home and force myself to study for exams. :( Even studying at the airport sounds good too. I miss the times studying at the airport before o's. The ambience is better and there's free aircon. Lol. Anyway, I realised when i do math. I always work backwards. Meaning, i've to look at the answer before i can come out with the previous step. Whoa, like in exams there'll be an answer for me to work backwards. Argh, words + papers drives me crazy.

I've been wanting to go sun-tanning for a long time. Hopefully, if everything goes well, i can go tanning tomorrow. Then i'll have better things to blog about.

Actually, i've something interesting to blog about today! I saw an albino while i was waiting for the bus. I guess it's an albino lah. She has white white hair. Then her skin's weird. Then she has funny coloured eyes. When she turned and i looked into her eye, i got a scare. It was a weird colour. Hm, okay. That was just about the most interesting thing i saw/experienced today. How interesting indeed!

I want to get Pirates Of The Carribean recording. It's a nice song. Esp when played by a particular person on the piano. (:





I'm currently typing with my new keyboard! Finally have a keyboard which is more sensitive and not so stuck. (: The 'a' can't come out on the other keyboard unless i press hard on it. Still not accustomed to the new keyboard. It's so small so i kept typing wrong letters. Lol.

Anyway, Terence tay didn't get into top 12 for Singapore Idol. But it's expected so i'm not that disappointed. Paul twohill got in! Lol. I'm looking forward to more head-shaking experiences. Lol. He's quite cute lah. But i still think jonathan can sing better. I chanced upon someone's blog which says something like, 'WHY ONE HILL WHEN YOUVE GOT TWO.' Lol. Paul twohill's supporter apparently. Hahahah.

See Kee and me have been trying to come up with two more questions for survey. But you know, two more survey questions is not easy. Hahahahah. You've to think of what information you want to gather from the questions. argh, such a waste of brain juice lah. But then again, to have more yes/no questions is essential. So no choice. (:

There's a newspaper article on project work today. It's quite useful on giving details about project work. (:

I'm still suffering from sore throat and runny nose. I don't mean to be complaining so much about it. But it's been three days. And there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest. Hms. I've been craving for the dove amicelli chocolate for two days already. But i can't eat it cos of the sore throat. And i can't seem to buy it anywhere near my house. Someone please buy me some dove chocolates. Lol.

Okaay, i shall stop here for today. Holidays are so boring and dumb.





I fwigging gave myself more than 3 days to slack.
Hahahahh. Honestly, i haven't started on much stuffs. That lee see kee is so scary! He's already pia-ing!

Lots of stuffs to be done for project work. I never liked project work. It's just so redundant.

Watched singapore idol yesterday. Hope terence tay will get through! But i guess probably not since the two guys will be jonathan and the paul guy. Lol. The paul's hair is like damn funny. It's not the covering part that is funny. It's the way he shakes his head to force his hair in front of his face! Like damn weird and funny lah. Kept laughing at his action. Especially when he does it while he's singing. Lol. i've been imitating that action a lot for the whole of yesterday night. Anyone wants a demo? Lol.

I've a bad sore throat plus runny nose. Argh! Like so dumb. Feeling sick and moody all the time.
Hope i'll be well soon.

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